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fuck the world fuck god fuck my heart
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it starts like those days you know you have when you wake up on the wrong side of the floor and ask yourself whats up you then know that no ones on your side and thats allright you look yourself in the eye and say today is a good day to die thats what i really want to do most of the time you know that everything in the world aint shifting right you see what it means to me to tell the world youre all wrong said i dont know where to go and it dont make no difference traveling alone down the same old road and i am my only friend whats a guy gotta do to see what he really wants to find what the fuck is the next best thing than ending my own life fuck this aint fair damn the ones that lead me here this assault im well prepared ill kill the world no one to spare tried to find god long ago but only found myself the birds and bees they bite and sting but never kiss and tell im so wasted dont be mad at me im degraded its so sad to see im a god but this is blasphemy reciting all the words of poetic tragedy fuck this aint fair damn the ones that lead me here this assault im well prepared ill kill the world no one to spare in the shadow of my soul
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Garlic 05:12
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Strange Days 04:32
its been a long time since i felt whole i could kill myself and laugh it off come back from the dead all battle torn as the general of dichotomy light me up i need my fix makes me feel like i give a shit cuz i found out love dont exist its the nature of humanity do or not there is no try i would love to watch you die but i see stars in both my eyes oh forget it you just dont get it do you ill go away right now farewell i wave to these strange strange days im tired working and being a slave and getting on home at the end of the day breaking my back for dead end pay with nothing left to spend on me stupid girls and shitty friends make me feel like pain never ends if tragedy is just a phase in the end ill capitalize on misery do or not there is no try i would love to watch you die but i see stars in both my eyes ill go away right now farewell i wave to these strange strange days
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ill die alone while no one knows my name bitter cold and silent gold a midas touch of fate outside my body yeah im spinning around away ill spill like acid rain to permeate your brain this life is justified by none other than death bout time i killed myself or kill all of the rest ill die alone while no one knows my name bitter cold and silent gold a midas touch of fate dead forever never to feel pain constant loss its time to stop this neverending pain am i just paralyzed or overwhelmed by fate i often fantasize a suicide escape trapped in the thrill of aggression regarded dance on the heels of passion so lawless walk on the side of constant divide no stability tranquility a lie ill die alone while no one knows my name bitter cold and silent gold a midas touch of fate dead forever never to feel pain constant loss its time to stop this neverending pain
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Die 04:55
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Despair 05:04
think fast dont kill me slow ideal nowhere to go its last call i didnt know looked for love but found despair but in the end i dont care im turning up the volume dont hear me yet but you will soon dont kill me slow
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Ghost (4am) 06:08
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recorded and written in 2011-2012 when i was broke, in between coffee shops and other shitty places while living in my car.

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released January 1, 2012

devon aviles

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