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Human Too Much
04:28
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im living life inside a hole and its blurring without
and now im feeling like im somewhere just stuck inside
my head is flipped in that they thinkin they know what it is
theres something morbid but theres more than something perfect inside
its like a destituted inside mind with a fuckin introspective flip flop it all died
consolution
carve it out
over and over and over again and then I just go
im in places for the deranged with a sick brain the disdain like shit rain is this fame
gutter nigga with a bent intention big apprehension tripp intervention
I swear im a nice guy
I tried every single day
im a nice guy
I tried every single day
im a nice guy
I would write it I could think it I would know it
well theres a demon dragon eating me from my own entrails
this is the x files stuck inside are you gonna be thinkin about the words
are you that child
am I feeling so stuck inside of my time warp
so fuck that shit cuz im really fucking livid and im really fucking in it til I slice my wrist
yo fuck that bitch cuz im sick and hella wicked and im really fuckin livin in the sky rise bitch
yo fuck that shit
so kill it little nigga til its really fucking tripping into witches intuition of wisdom
would you listen to someone completely fucking evil
I swear im a nice guy
I tried every single day
im a nice guy
I tried every single day
im a nice guy
going through an osmosis feeling as if I rap too much now ive created my own ocean
potions laced with lotions as I come through with verbal commotion
toasted your toaster roasted fuck all you people acting like your boasting
imagine your head came off and I fucked you down your throat and came until you coughed blood cum
I swear im a nice guy
I tried every single day
im a nice guy
I tried every single day
im a nice guy
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She Thinks I'm a Stalker
03:05
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this is the last form of contact that I can even offer to give
ive exhausted all my energy and I no longer want to live
before my death this memoir is being written by myself
so maybe one day you can understand why I kill myself
I have nowhere to turn and the thought of her kept me going
and one day id be a big rockstar and youd want to get to know me
then I called her and I talked to her friend
she said I got the wrong number and never to call again
and I want her more than anything
I guess im fuckin stupid and im living in a dream
she thinks im a stalker
I cant help that I love her
I dont know why she wrote me off or thought of me as worthless
but I mustve been fucked up in a past life cuz I didnt do shit to deserve this
if theres a god hes an evil prick and he wants to watch me suffer
by cursing me with anxiety and the heart of an unfulfilled lover
this is a fucking nightmare and im stuck out in the cold
and ive lost my fucking socks and ive got frostbite on my toes
I can do anything but my desires left me with broken crippled dreams
I dont even know what to feel right now and I kind of choke up when I start to think
and I feel sick to my stomach and I feel theres nothing left for me
I dont even know if shell care about if im alive or if im dead
I guess Ive crushed my hope and expectations should of left them
outside of my own mind I cant find the right time
to define or understand anything beyond the rigid confines of circumstance
ive done everything I can
want to know if you want to be what you said you wanted to be and supposedly thats friends
then I called her and I talked to her friend
she said I got the wrong number and never to call again
and I want her more than anything
I guess im fuckin stupid and im living in a dream
she thinks im a stalker
I cant help that I love her
she said shed never be my girlfriend
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Recognize
03:35
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clearly now
i can see clearly now
ill try one more time
will you recognize
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4. |
Small Talk
03:44
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I lose my confidence sometimes
and then I wonder what is right
you could tell me no but I just wont listen
if I did then I lose the right to question
anything its all the same
the world is such to shame
small talk
make me nervous
small talk
I dont deserve this
I just cant relate to you
if thats a problem what can I do
if I ask for help I dont need your opinion
I dont play this game theres just no incentive
let the raindrops drown the doubt
the world is suffering
small talk
make me nervous
small talk
I dont deserve this
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i just cant forget
haunted by conclusions i miss what i havent had
cuz i hear the words and see the movements
but im taunted by the phantom of the past
are you testing the waters to see what im capable of
satisfaction or potentially more
give me a time where i can even sustain myself
because i know even i wouldnt fuck with me right now
im standing here with my back against the wall
noone else is near and i have never felt so small
i cant wait for you to call
wish youd appear out of thin air
too bad magic tricks are just smoke and mirrors
simply put my wishful thinking
is hopeless romance and unrelenting
sick of the insecurites projected on me from you
im sick of misaligned societies dictating what is truth
was fascinated from the start
your body is a work of art
erase your skirt ill trace your flesh
lets paint a scene were we connect
want you to overflow
with my ink inside explode
satisfy beyond control
so much that youll never let go
i dont know what to do anymore
you killed me and i dont feel anymore
relinquished of my purpose
i guess you could say im worthless
for she i lived to service
destroy and conquer theres no stopping me
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Speculation Syndrome
05:10
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here i sit let me spell it out
objectifying every statement coming from my mouth
lining up and smiling lowest common denominator
im giving up im violent and infiltrating operators
not really sure how to prevail
dealing with the world makes me want to kill myself
i cant really fake lame taste what a waste
cupcakes on my face visually is my mistake
im not inspired everything i do
supposedly is wrong so why should i pursue
youre relatively indisposed and acting like an invalid
fulfilling primal ignorance and blaming it on pessimists
i drink the water from the sink
i love how the fluoride coats my teeth
and kills all the brain cells i dont need
if i drink enough i wont have to think
as youre watching television trying to win the lottery
and smoking all those cigarettes and turning up or probably
wishing you were someone else apocalpytic prophecies
question your decisions cuz you sold your soul for property
advertisements they get me hard
cookie cutter forget the arts
idolize and worship stars
and kill the ones with golden hearts
they dont want me around
despair
hopeless worthless
obsessive lazy
slightly annoying
sad and crazy
too persistent
try hard baby
this is how the world
perceives me
ima make it rain one more time
may be in a drought but i aint gonna lie
do a little dance and hit it like a midget with a hockey stick in skinny
jeans while bumpin little wayne and pimpin bitches
if i dont give a fuck maybe i do
if you aint down to fuck well then fuck you
ive given up on sympathy forgiven all my enemies
with nothing left to hate but these bitches and the industry
maybe one day i can skip through a field
and write a hit song about how happy i feel
put ice in a bucket and then dump it on my head
like the cures for diseases are not coveted by the feds
i dont know if ill make it through
theres not much left and theres no more you
they dont want me around
despair
its pretty aggravating cuz you bitches are inferior
exfoliating skin like a snakes exterior
reptilian shapeshiftin eye twitchin mind switchin
planted in my head like an agent on a spy mission
ill beat you like a cop at a peaceful protest
you have the right to remain controlled yes
this meeting is adjourned im high like the solstice
ill chop you up like calamari and dump you in the ocean
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Devon Aviles
Artist and Producer doing several forms of Rock, EDM, and Hip Hop.
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